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2005-09-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

Guess its time for some updates... first thing, failed MWSM n CDS.. can u imagine its CDS... FARK! which means i have to take another sem to complete that particular CDS! paying 1k for just CDS... i m becoming a laughing stock lor! haiz... no comments bout myself... farked up skool with a farked up system! drop this man...

I have been asking myself alot of questions recently... but just couldnt get the ans... wish someone could give me the ans... i really wish to know... I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-22T10:55:00.000+08:00

My heart feels heavy.. Its sinking.. Dunno whether to cry or laugh out loud.. Just no one will understand how i m feeling inside.. Just no one.. Figuring out myself might not even help but i dun want to hear anything at the moment.. FARK FARK FARK FARK FARK FARK!!!!!!!!

2005-09-20T11:11:00.000+08:00

Wad more can i say? Can promises be kept? Are they real? No one knows.. It takes time to tell.. Disappointing is the only word that can be used to describe my feelings now.. Real disappointing..

2005-09-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

Disappointment....

2005-09-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!! DAMN BLOODY BORED!!! not used to having nth to do.. no games to play.. no site to surf.. Must find some entertainment.. hmmm... mayb should design new layout for my blog...

2005-09-12T15:01:00.000+08:00

Exams OVER!! But guess i have to get prepared for SUP paper.. Slept for only 2 hrs last night studying.. Kept reading thru the notes n recalling the diagrams.. In skool, took out n read again.. but only for that pathetic 5 mins cos my mind REALLY CANT absorb anymore.. happily recalling all the diagrams while going to the exam room.. Sat down n flip open the papers... WTH.. NO DIAGRAMS AT ALL!! even though gab claimed one came out which i think its not the ans.. haiz.. heart sank.. really feel like giving up.. The rest of the questions? Didnt really read thru about them.. Skip skip skip... Saw the question of mutual authentication.. SO GLAD but recaling the steps again.. i tot i forgot.. ARGH.. as jourdan say i m a gd RAM not a hard disk.. Always having short term memory at the wrong time.. no choice but to write wad i rem.. Writing halfway, kelvin seow walked past then hit me with his paper.. basket.. left already still laugh at me.. hit me cos ask me leaving so many blanks.. looking at the time, 1120pm, closed my booklet n handed in... haiz.. wads done is done.. praying hard.. Just borderline pass will do..

2005-09-11T11:48:00.000+08:00

Tmr is the paper.. damn shit.. haiz.. i was just practically reading thru, hoping to understand it.. Networking is just now me.. haiz, forget it..

Finally got to meet dear last night... n we went to our USUAL PLACE.. to do wad? watch soccer.. 44 people running after 2 balls.. y? cos one side watching Liverpool match, the other side watching Man U... Actually watchin soccer with a whole bunch of strangers could be fun too.. shouting GOAL together.. felt some kind of bond.. typical singaporeans.. hahhaa.. i was there just entertaining myself n it was really my first time watching 2 FULL MATCH... nvm.. slowly getting used.. hahhaaha... There will be more things that i would have to get used to.. :P

2005-09-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

Wont need me to tell the time, u guys out there also can c la hor.. Super hungry now.. waiting for xiu xian to finish bathing.. arse.. supposed to meet dear in the evening as planned yesterdae but something cropped up.. guess wad.. someone found a head in a bag in the afternoon at orchard MRT.. wtf... not another murder case.. dunno wad r those people out there thinking... totally psycho.. they really have the guts to actually slaughter the body into pieces.. arghhh.... coldd... yucks.. the blood all over yr face.. eyes on u.. ARGH... was discussing it over dinner when jourdan came to join us.. N those guys as usual think of stupid ideas on how to discard body...

Jourdan n me
J: hey i m killing u later.. how u want me to handle yr body
me: slice me n remove the bones..
J: then i think hor, i separate yr fats n flesh.. but i think yr fats will be more than flesh..
ARSE!!

Reach home, called dear... Asked me still dare to go back late ah.. [still dare to say when u didnt even come pick me] Nth to say... heeeheeee....

2005-09-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

Something funny happened today.. Early in the morning while having breakfast, mum was just asking me whether to get the money back from uncle who is coming over to get my cousin's dress.. he owed for VERY long.. then i was just like ask lor.. then she say but pai seh leh.. then i say dun ask lor.. then we forgot about the matter..
it was only her n me at home.. later in the afternoon, my uncle came.. i was just smiling at my mum all the way, wanting to laugh out on how she is going to ask.. was thinking in the end, she wont ask at all.. went to the toilet, n was still thinking how she is going to ask from him.. laughing all the way in the toilet.. after that came out to tok to my uncle.. tok for awhile.. he left.. After locking the door, mum closed the door n laughed.. i also laughed.. i was laughing"hahahhaha, didnt dare to ask right?" she laughed n took out the money... i was like HUH.. u really ask ah.. she say no.. he just gave her when i went to the toilet.. she didnt even say anything.. hahhahaa... she even had the stupid idea that my uncle came in the morning wanted to knock the door then overheard our conversation n decide to come in the afternoon.. TATS MY MUM FOR U!!! -_-" Sometimes really cant stand my mum.. she can make me die laughing..

2005-09-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

Its only now that i realised that when u have nth to do at all, the time just PASSED SO FARKING SLOW!!! This is how my 2 days were spent:
1. Wake up at 10 plus.. dunno y also..
2. Had light breakfast.
3. Online for about an hour.. surfing dunno wad..
4. Watch some strange tv shows.
5. Msged someone.. was hoping to receive the replies.[that person did reply la]
6. Fell asleep.
7. Wake up for dinner.
8. Now back to COM..
Tmr headlines: girl, 20 dies of BOREDOM!!!

Its not a nice feeling to miss someone when u r unsure if that person misses u too.. Even if u know that person misses u too, u would be wondering if they really mean it.. Wads love exactly?? Will i be able to know this feeling again?

2005-08-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!!!! FINALLY OVER!!! Today was the Major Project presentation.. was so damn worried that the PDA wont work.. even worried the program cant run.. worrying about practically everything.. cos y? tat SNG was the evaluator.. asked a stupid question, y u guys use tungsten PDA.. halo.. use yr brain leh.. skool provide us with this of cos use this la.. told him PDA cheaper than pocket PC then he took out his HP pocket PC n tell me no.. he bought his pocket PC second hand at $300.. wtf.. my problem ah.. so i just orhhh.. common la.. if u have a big company using the system, would u use second hand stuff.. mayb only him la.. thats the clearing throat SNG SWEE KEAT for u.. haiz.. just hope we will pass.. dun expect much..
went town after presentation.. so tired lor.. wearing heels just sucks.. hahhaa.. tats me.. being stopped by some finance advisors from prudential.. not once but thrice even after they had asked me before.. told jayne that they r not persuasive but POSSESSIVE.. lol.. so tired now... need to replenish my countless sleepless night.. ZZzzzZZzZzzZz

2005-08-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... i m SO DAMN TIRED!!!! just feel like crying out.. ahhhhhhhhh.... i wore formal twice this week n tmr will be the third time... wtf... always cant get to present.. wad a week!!! i swear i m going to have a gd long sleep after the submission....

2005-08-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

phew... finally got to destress after long period of work.. was at BFD just now.. the live band was gd but think walla's was better.. wasnt in a proper dressing if not would have dance... music was gd... woohooo.. shall have another session after fyp or exams..

2005-08-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

disappointing.. tats exactly how i m feeling right at the moment.. the moment i say that msg.. wad else can i say.. life still has to move on... praying that everything will be over soon.. praying...........

2005-08-16T13:16:00.000+08:00

wad a day... so tired.. those dark rings r really DAMN obvious... if only i could dump everything aside.. relax at the beach.. mayb a bottle of beer enjoying the cold breeze.. wau.... basket... now back to reality.. this is the last week to complete my FYP but we r not even halfway done.. damn it.. F.... just pray that miracles may happen.. :P

2005-08-14T02:16:00.000+08:00

Being blogging almost everyday.. not bcos i m free.. but i just cant stand seeing the codes and whole chunk of texts.. need a break.. came back from town not long ago.. met a friend in town for coffee.. its been so long since i met him.. about 4 years ba.. lol.. only saw him recently in tp.. he didnt even know i was there.. i also cant recognise him until i heard his voice n i msg him.. it was him indeed.. at that moment, was telling my group that they practically turned n look at him... yes, it was rude.. make me so pai seh.. k back to today.. after that suggested by him, went to watch movie.. ask kee to help me check, take so long... but we still managed to catch a movie at great world.. STEALTH.. nice movie.. but having being seated at the 3rd row wasnt nice lor.. but worth it.. wanted to watch the maid.. n its FULL.. think will have to make time to watch the maid.. k.. tats enough.. back to my work... :P

2005-08-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

Steps of getting sick / Ways to get MC:
1. Eat digestive biscuits.
2. Go in and out of airconditioned labs.
3. Have late night sleeps for the most 4 hours.
4. Eat MORE chocolates
5. Drink less water

In the lab... half of my day already gone and i only managed to complete a task.. wth.. having fever now... sianz... dunno how i m going to complete my work on time.. damn it... what a life.. my hp has been silence for days.. no msgs.. from...... have this bad feeling.. haiz.. c? what a farked up life..

2005-08-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

Crush -> Like -> Love -> Everlasting Love

Isnt this how a relationship come about?? Maybe.. Most of the time, its one-sided.. Only sometimes, it would be mutual... But will ever it changed from a one-sided to mutual.. dunno.. figure it out yrself.. lol.. dunno wth m i posting..

2005-08-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

not sure wad is happening to me recently.. just cant get things happen the way i wanted.. can someone just tell me.. feeling depressed.. no one there to hear.. waiting this word is just not for me.. but surprisingly i m doing that now.. but wad do i get? silence.. maybe avoidance.. i hope not.. no one can understand.. just no one.. think this person dun even know that i m refering to him.. haiz..

2005-08-07T04:23:00.000+08:00

yes... the time now is 5.14am.. n here i m still online.. writing blog.. just need to relax for awhile.. time i spent faciong the com is definiately more than the time i face my mum.. hehe.. FYP, CSMK and MWSM.. projects projects n more projects.. haiz..
suddenly feel so cold n lonely.. no one to ..... nvm... i just have to face it... live the life i want it to be... haiz... i hope i can.. finding a true love is obviously not easy.. If u happen to come by 1, pls treasure them..

2005-07-31T23:39:00.000+08:00

You're beautiful-James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

2005-07-29T11:33:00.001+08:00

whats relationship? does it mean that when 2 parties who r in love wif each other must be together? i dunno...
I have no rights to comment about these type of issues but seeing the way it is happening between them, mayb leaving him is a gd option.. I said to er nth but be strong but if this thing happen to me, i would just leave him... I m not those type who cant tolerate this type of treatment.. so girl, i really admire u for yr tolerance.. I m always here for u..

2005-07-22T03:56:00.000+08:00

Time passes real fast.. My friends already in or going to NS... cant stand their NEW hairstyle... hehehe.. Just came back from meeting XX n hock under my block... its been ages since i had seen the both of them... didnt know that XX is going in for NS till i saw him at the bus stop when i came back.. he was wif his gf who doesnt really look quite happy seeing me which i dunno y... then he was saying he is going for NS tmr n i was like WTH... then told him to meet later for coffee with hock later... after saying, i felt that i said the wrong words at the wrong time.. his gf doesnt look happy... -_-" so i was like.. "oh.. ok la.. dun disturb u all liao... bye" but in the end, we still met.. hahaha.. without his gf knowing it i guess... talked for almost 3 hrs.. recalling the stupid things we did in skool... LOL.. they r the closest guy friends i had during sec skool.. now come to think of it, y m i always hanging out with guy.... i still dun get it myself..

kel told me that jeliane ask him something.. without him telling me wad she asked, i already got it right.. she asked if kel n i were together.. she is not the first.. Fiqa was the first.. just bcos we had been hanging out together quite often.. .... n more......... we r just close FRIENDS!!!! guess its time for me to sleep... wondering how to complete my FYP within 3 weeks.. haizzz.....

2005-07-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

Death can really be so sudden that it will take u awhile to recover from the shockness.. thats wad happen to me on wed.. always have the habit of waking up to check on my phone.. it was 7am in the morning n i saw msg from adelene, my cousin.. quite surprised to c her msg so early.. read her msg "Ah gong passed away just now".. i was like wtf? woke up immediately from my unconsciousness n called her.. she told me ah gong passed away from heart attack.. he has always been quite gd health.. its too sudden.. TOO.. quite missed him though not very close.. he just love to cook for anyone.. treated me as his granddaughter though i m not.. haiz... now me being to think that death can be so sudden that u might not know when is yrs.. my left arm has been feeling numb for the 3rd time.. who knows i might get stroke.. who knows i might leave this world tmr.. who knows.... gabby, rem.. my funeral dun want curry chicken.. i want curry fish head.. lol.. n dear friends, u can wear anything u like.. no need to bother bout the colours... hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha....

ah gong, rest in peace...

2005-07-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

First impression counts... doesnt it? yes it really does! the way u tok, body language really r important in how u presenting yrself.. This is how people judge you from a view as a stranger.. no comments... just disappointed in the behaviour i had seen....... very!

2005-07-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

silence.. silence n silence... my phone seems so dead until around 10.. tot who called.. in turned out to be clients.. wtf... nvm.. my dear bro, gabby was the first one to wish me happy birthday before he goes to bed.. guess he is more excited about tmr than me.. lol.. a guy on msn ask me out to chiong just n i was like -_-"... .. ..... n more ...... gave me his num n ask me to msg him if i need company to go chiong.... more ..................................... nvm.. dunno wad might happen tmr... have this feeling it wont be a nice one.. dunno... Happy birthday to MYSELF!!!

2005-07-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

yuPEE... received my FIRST birthday present... i know.. its still early.. but all thanks to nat n cyn.. hehehe... love them to bits.. muackz.. thanks alot girls... i love it..

2005-07-02T13:59:00.000+08:00

its my DEAREST NAT's birthday.. wooo.. she is 21 liao... come to think of it.. mine's next year.. hmm... thats fast.. wait... my 20th wan havent even over now think of 21st.. hehhe... girl, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! muackz..

2005-07-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

bEen leading a single life... wasnt quite easy but i chose it my own.. life still goes on... havnt been jogging for a week but the food intake for this week is as though for 2 weeks.. confirm putting on more weight wan.. ah........... this special day is coming.. *HINT* no news at the moment.. of cos this coming day will be different from previous times liao.. but... nvm.. for more info on wad to get, pls take a look at the list on the right hand side... dunno which watch or bag, can call me wan.. dun worry.. my phone is on 24/7.. hehehe

2005-06-28T12:59:00.000+08:00

My decision is really final.. i shall not care about what people think about me anymore.. if still continue to think wad people think about, i wilnot be able to move on with life.. a BITCH u may call me.. feelings are often hurt in the process.. but what can i do.. being selfish thinking about my own feelings or care about what people think.. My life is in my own hands.. not others..

2005-06-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

In the relationship, there r always ups and downs.. when things arent solved, problems arises again.. whose is in the fault? netural.. if u love someone, u would want that someone to have happiness regardless whether he or she will be with you.. honestly speaking, i m not a gd gf.. the problem lies with me.. is it that i m used to having in my life for this 4 years thats y i m sticking to him.. i do love him but feelings arent the same.. this is doing him harm.. i want him to have happiness too.. i m still in the midst of thinking..

2005-06-22T14:42:00.000+08:00

itS wednEsday!! Just the trip to skool for a meeting is abit waste of time when i dun even have lesson for the rest of the day.. just SIMPLY hate this feeling.. Moreover next to a bunch of QUITE childish group make me feel more pek cek.. -_-" dunno what to do at the moment while waiting for jog later.. yes.. u see the word JOG... i m going to get fit k.. Nt again, the song "Dont Phunk With my Heart".. getting abit irritated by tat song..

Life is like going thru a tunnel full with diamonds.. u will find more valuable diamonds along the way.. if u r set to having that particular diamond from the start, u might not be able to notice more valuable diamonds along the way.. But if u choose to pick and drop once u c a better diamond, u will not able to get anything in the end..

Moral of the Story: i dunno.. hehe.. told by amanda TAY.. lol

2005-06-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

School started last week.. how was it?? as slack as ever.. how come at this time can online?? cos got my maxonline. . met my stand in supervisor last week.. n turned out to be the noisy sng.. attitude changed abit but still as sarcastic.. dunno whether my group can survive for the FYP but i m going to make it happen.. as jourdan say whos wrong fark who.. I M GOING TO BE THE BAD GUY!! cos i WANT TO PASS!!! going to be extra hardworking from next week on.. haha.. i swear!!!! lol..

2005-05-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY SUPS!!!
i passed my papers,.. phew.. didnt wasted my time study so hard.. have been working at jurong point.. so tiring.. but for money sake.. i will do it.. miss al my friends.. been so long since i meet them.. cyn, nat.. jourdan the rest. haha.. jourdan they all met them liao.. now is cyn n nat... girls, wait till i finish my work hor.. hehe..

2005-04-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

finally finally finally.. my sup are over. basket.. duno whether can pass not.. study so hard dun pass can might as well kill myself.. guys, me finally blog liao hor.. no need to nag at me for not posting blog liao hor.. hehe... now over at ah fei's place.. they playing majong and me here surfing net.. no way m i going to learn majong... lol...

2005-03-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

YUPPIE!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!
yes yes yes.. exams are finally over even though i think i m going to take sup paper..going to chalet at downtown east later.. giving kee a surprise birthday party n have gathering at the same time.. haha.. there will be food food n more food.. i m going to be fat again.. during these holidays really must go lose weight.. will update my blog soon.. take care guys.. nat, now happy that i update? lol

2005-03-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

JUST LOVE U!!
To my dearest Daniel Ng Wei Hao,
i have so much to tell u.. but somethings r meant kept in heart.. after that incident, i found out that i really love u so much [guys out there u might find it mushy but its true!] but mayb that incident was gd test 4 the both of us! love for u has been growing day by day.. it has nv stop since! Having u as part of my life, makes me treasure u more than anything else [of cos treasure my family oso la!] i really enjoy spending time with u! u make me feel wad love really should be! n i APPRECIATE IT!! THANKS MY DEAR!!

2005-03-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

I DUNNO A SINGLE SHIT

still in skool.. doing project.. couldnt figure out anything for my project!! wtf!! If this continues, i wonder who would want to work with me during FYP... haiz.. blame on my stupidness n laziness.. n my short term memory.. mad at myself!!! not trying to get sympanthy..

2005-02-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!!

Today is my sweetest dear birthday.. come to think of it i want to laugh.. lie to him that i stayed over at my cousin's place at jurong on sunday but i was actually at kee's hse baking a cake for him... tok to him the night before and the stupid parrot of mine chirped but guess dan was even stupider for not hearing it.. -_-".. on sunday itself, met limei to buy the ingredients.. then all of a sudden, he called.. me panic then told him i was on my way to hougang... he ask me wad bus i anyhow say 197 n i was at bukit timah when 197 doesnt go that place.. luckily he knew nth bout west side.. phew... after that was at shopping centre, lie to him say my cousin n i were eating.. he orhzz.. ok lor.. lol.. really make me feel like laughing.. during the process of baking, he didnt call... which was gd.. after i finish baking, he called.. no chance but to lie that my uncle wil be picking me up.. tot he knew bout the surprise liao but phew again..
after baking the cakes, our dearest edwin came to pick us up for supper at chomp chomp... then dan called again... no choice but to tell him to go my hse later.. he still dunno anything.. hahha... when i reach home, told him n he said he will be coming in 20 mins.. finally more than 20 min of waiting, he came.. he was shocked to c me carrying a cake... told him that i bake it myself.. he was touched... i was touched being appreciated.. hehe... he was even happier receiving wad he wanted always... Sigg bottle n 2 renoma boxers.. glad that he loved it... went for a dinner with him just now at sakae sushi.. so damn full... after that nth to say liao.. waiting for him to come pick me then go for a drink.. hehehehe.. thats al folks..

2005-02-24T13:47:00.000+08:00

SICK... SICK...
i m getting easily frustrated recently.. must be that stupid menses... feel so F*** up.. damn.. then want to plan things cant get cooperation.. whats the point.. get so emotional easily.. dun even know y i cry.. crazy isnt it?? just want to be alone..

2005-02-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

Finally, ITS WEEKEND!!! just hate skool life.. all the labs, tutorials n lectures.. just so sick of them.. y isnt the big toto winner DAN.... y?? lol.. later going over to gab's place for visiting n another round of gambling?? lets HUAT ah... hehe.. money n money.. y does this world need money... its just ruining people life... government wants us to study but still have to pay skool fees.. they want our life to be gd but oso still need money.. haiz..

2005-02-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

Such a bloody hot weather.. should have gone suntan... dunno y after chinese new year celebration, dun feel like attending school.. just feel like slacking.. haiz.. i just want to have fun.. fun fun fun... lf only i m rich... haiz... dreaming again.. Dan, i m pinning hope on u to become rich hor... lol..

2005-02-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Happy Valentine's Day to all... A special day to be spend with that special one.. Received my present at 12 midnight.. that stupid guy call me n ask me whether i will be sleeping early.. so obvious want to come pass me the present.. lolz.. still ask me go open the car door myself.. as if, he prepared a romantic dinner, with flowers and champange in the boot.. lol... but he bought me my fav SUNFLOWER!!! love him ... haha.. he was touched by my photo album.. i love it myself too but too bad its for him not me.. should keep it for myself.. :P

2005-01-08T03:32:00.000+08:00

whats the world coming to.. now girls have to wait for guys.. i just hate waiting for people.. this is just me.. its 3.32am in the morning.. i have nth to do but wait.. yes, i was the 1 who say i want to come.. then u play till so long.. fed up leh.. so inconsiderate.. i just hate it!!! I WANT TO SLEEP!!

2004-12-27T13:22:00.000+08:00

current location: level 2 lab..

havin PAWN tutorial.. so boring.. recalling what i did for the past few days.. i spent christmas at li jia hse n i slept at 2.. was so dawn tired... nth special happen on that day.. i didnt get what i want.. i want the pantech phone... i want i want.. any rich guys around... hahhaa... joking only la.. i just want that phone lor.. die die oso must have.. if not the panasonic x400 or dunno what model also can... i just want a flip phone... anyone got the hint.. lol..

2004-12-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

now is 11.27pm.. half an hour more to christmas.. wondering how many of my wishes will come true.. now at li jia house.. so long didnt come over liao.. before that went town with kee gay n limei to help him get a gift for a girl.. before that was edwin now kee gay.. lol.. gift consultant.. really hate to go town during public holidays.. crowded like mad.. wanted to go into MANGO also must queue.. as if going into louis vitton.. but in the end still managed to get the bag.. phew.. but where is mine? lol.. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO U GUYS OUT THERE!!! have fun.. muackz..

2004-12-20T13:33:00.000+08:00

christmas is coming.. no money to buy any presents.. y.. y.. life is really unfair.. some people r just super rich.. some r just super poor.. cant everyone just be equal... y..y..y.. wonder any rich kind souls saw my christmas list.. hahah.. i just need money.. lol.. i have got so much things to buy.. SO MUCH!!!!

2004-12-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

my christmas list:

1. PANTECH Gl100...

2. A new set of headphones

3. Red Adidas cap

4. still thinking..

2004-12-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

guess i should delete the post i stated its over.. cos we r back together.. honestly speaking, when i said i wanted to be single.. i cried.. i was quite upset.. i dunno y i came to that decision.. but after a few days.. i realised that i cant be single.. cos i kept thinking of u.. wad li mei said is right.. mayb the decision i made in the first place can make us more closer now.. happy.. thanks to all my buddies who were there for me.. muackz..

2004-12-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

its over.. i suggested it.. n i was the one who cried.. people said i m stupid.. i think i m.. but i chose this path.. i must live with it.. i hope u will too.. i sincerely n seriously hope that we could be friends.. but guess that will take time.. as i told u, if there is fate,we will be back together.. thanks for everything..i will never forget the gd memories we had together..

2004-12-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of skool... nth really happening.. but quite happy to c all my friends... miss cyn n nat so much!! haha.. finally get to c u guys today.. tmr will be another day.. tmr whole day lec leh.. can i skip?? haha.. i wish i could.. i think i will in the future.. haha...

2004-12-01T10:02:00.000+08:00

i just dunno how to tell u or say anything..as what they say let nature takes its course... everything really have its pros n cons.. thats the way life is.. what to do.. but god is fair.. everyone has their fair share of problem.. as for me? i dunno.. troubles n problems have been coming 1 by 1 for me.. whats next i dunno.. i already surrender my life.. i had to live with it.. someone will always have to be the devil n the other the angel.. but do others really know what the devil is thinking n y she did it that way? no one will bother to look into it.. they just look on the surface of the problem... thats life!

2004-11-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

i have been thinking.. really thinking hard.. but still havent got a response.. thinking about past.. what u did.. u really didnt do anything wrong.. really didnt.. pls dun be like that.. nothing influnence me to think that way.. understand.. pls just promise me u wont be like that?

2004-11-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

just got back from bernard's chalet.. actually went right in front of him then he can recognise me.. haha.. say i really change alot.. then a few of ncc seniors came then he ask him to guess whether can recognise me.. haha.. stupid..

just to let u know that u REALLY didnt do anything wrong.. really.. i just want to be single.. bu dun worry i m still thinking.. mayb i m those type who dun like to be tied down.. understand...

2004-11-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

me back.. u wont c the post dated 11 NOV again.. hehe.. so manhy things happen that dunno what to put.. yesterdae when to work at HSBC carnival.. just distributing balloons.. haha.. quite fun.. got disturbed by those CLOWNS.. who i m most afraid of.. before that went captiol.. tot of finding cyn.. went there n call her she tell me she at raffles city.. -_-" but nvm will c u girls soon.. miss u girls.. sorry about not arranging a date for the movies.. anyway... take gd care everyone.. dunno when i will post again.. hehe

2004-11-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

went to ang mo kio to meet edwin there cos he intro a job to work at motorola.. go there, the agent say got enough people.. wtf right.. shit lor.. almost quit mango.. luckily havent sign the resignation form.. i just need money for SHOPPING.. another alternative is WINNING 4D... let me win at least 200 i oso happy.. 62 dollars i oso happy la.. [but more the merrier rite.. haha.. tmr going to skool gym to workput plus have a game of badminton with the rest.. mayb going gab hse for movie marathon "THE EXCORIST".. power..

went out shopping with jia yesterdae.. its been so long since i seen her.. walk around at bugis.. she behaves as if she had just been released from hungry ghost or no not hungry, its despo-4-clothes... dunno how much she spend yesterdae... she just say she long time didnt go shopping liao.. crazy girl.. went to take neoprints thats always the routine when going out with her.. i myself prefer the first n the second one.. what do u people think...

2004-11-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

nAG naG n more Nags.. can anyone stand naggings? if there is 1 such person, pls let me know.. kowtow to that person.. i DUN LIKE N CANT STAND NAGGING.. let it be gd or bad.. i just dun like.. i m like that.. nth can be done to this temper of mine..

Surprisingly, nth happen much during work.. that 2 bitches act so fake.. if they go for star search, not even audition, kena kick out.. bitches r bitches.. wads more to say.. always backstabbing everyone at work as though they r in their own world.. politics.. y must the world be like this?? any answers to this??

2004-11-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

iTs a SUNday n i would have to work.. with those bitches.. guess that SUP will scream at me.. will update on what happen today... I M QUITTING... but still need find another job for my own expenses.. If only i could strike lottery today.. a few hundreds oso happy.. hehe... i m just a typical singaporean but not to the extend of finding numbers to buy.. some people can even just look at the newspapers to find numbers.. thats what i called 4D SIAO.. life is really unfair.. some people can just sit at home n money will just roll into their pocket but others have to work hard to earn their own living.. y m i not in the sit at home catergory.. lol.. i m daydreaming again.. guess i will have to start my job hunt on monday.. any job lobang, guys?

yesterdae took my MDBS sup paper.. wondering if i could pass.. hopefully i m able to.. went out with the group to play pool at lavender.. then li mei came along.. that stupid edwin must be so happy.. after playing went to have dinner then walk to bugis.. while walking, li mei had this idea of taking neoprints.. n the guys were like -_-".. this is the results of taking neoprints with them

2004-11-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

weather is getting more weird... morning so bright afternoon dark with heavy rain.. supposed to go out study but all thanks to the rain.. completed my compiled notes.. hope its useful for the rest.. sat is my paper n i still dun feel any pressure.. how how how.. feel as though i know most of it but still got mixed feelings on knowing it.. wad a stupid question.. haiz... sianz leh..

2004-10-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

people complain y i didnt update, rite cyn? lolz.. came back from work.. abit tiring.. nth much to do except the usual stuffs, folding, hanging and checking stocks.. boring right.. did i mention earlier that exams r over.. haiz.. going to fail i think 2.. what to do.. so many things happen this sem.. now taking things slowly... i really got nth to write la... wait till i got the inspiration.. hhaha..

2004-10-01T13:37:00.000+08:00

have been going back to skool for the past 4 days... studying...but nothing seems to get into my head.. cant memorise anything leh... haiz.. guess going to retake the module next sem.. anyone got better suggestions for better memory.. guess i need a brain wash.. -_-"

2004-09-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

Wish the 2 of u happiness always.. i can only wish u here.. cos there wont be a chance for me to tok to u.. wrote u an email, wondering whether u wil reply.. i dun even think u will read this blog.. haiz...

2004-09-27T01:53:00.000+08:00

i really have been thinking this whole week.. thinking about the times we had for the past 1 year.. i dun wish u to think that i m trying to be pathetic here.. its really fun to know u 2.. glad to have u 2 as my gd friends.. but things ended up in a way i last tink it will be.. can things be like the past? i dun think u will want it to be? pls prove me wrong? i m trying to find things to tok about n sometimes quite happy that u replied.. but who knows deep down inside u dun wish to reply.. but if u want things to be in this way, there's nth i can really do.. i will just be in the dark helping u whenever u need help............

2004-09-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

will time solve everything? i dun think so.. no matter how much i say, the results will be still the same.. so i choose to suffer inside.. i doubt anyone could understand how i feel.. sorry..........................................................................................................................................................

2004-09-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

supposed to stay back in the library to study... but ended up in the lab.. things really turned out the way i didnt want it to be.. i wished that i was the one being sensitive but its not.. guess i really cant get along well with others.. i m not gd at words.. i just couldnt explain how i feel n i guess u wont want to listen.. hope u understand this is not complaining.. this is just telling how i feel.. i m irritating.. useless... can do anything right.. i m sorry...

2004-09-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

Sine i have this blog, i kept wondering anyone has been viewing this blog.. COS Y DOESNT ANYONE NOTICE MY SPONSOR LIST... hahaha.. crazy for the past few days.. just crazy over every single thing.. friends around r always quarrelling.. the moment i c them like that, my heart feel heavy n feel like crying.. poeple used to say after couples quarrel, their relationship will be stronger... is this true? i dunno.. but i really hope this will happen to my beloved cyn n nat.. girls, i m sorry for not being able to tok much.. whatever yr decisions r, i will always be there for u all.. *hugs*..

2004-09-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

finish toking to dan.. complain to him about everything.. how i feel recently.. i m totally stressed.. very.. projects.. projects... dan, i dunno wads wrong with u lor.. jealous for wad.. we didnt arrange it that way lor... if u think i m neglecting u, pls have in mind that i have alot of projects.. nat n kel can be together like usual cos they r in the same class.. wad i told u just now.. pls keep in mind.. n dun get bother about ah cong's problem.. all i can tell u now is u r getting abit more sensitive.. both of us have grown up.. my thinking has matured.. really matured.. except for my temper.. let me tell u now.. my temper is getting bad recently.. dun come n tell me i have changed.. i hate it when people say that.. haiz.. i dun wish to continue..

2004-08-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

just got back not long ago... went dinner wif dan's family.. got much used to it liao.. at least can tok abit of craps.. remember the first time meeting n having the first dinner, i was sweating.. i m just like that.. when i m shy, i just sweat.. so embrassing.. after the dinner, went mustafa centre to walk walk... ERRRRRRRRRRR.. the place is so cramp n theres so many people.. the place is just like malaysia.. really lor... walk for awhile then go back... dan today told me we very long nv go dating liao.. yes dear, i know that.. everyday c nat n kel, cyn n jona going out, me always feel left out.. its been so long since we last go out together.. all thanks to projects lor.. haiz.. tmr have to go back to skool for make up lesson.. so sickening.. having 4 hrs lesson with that chee ko pek.. asshole... he better dun piss me off tmr if not dun blame me for being rude..

2004-08-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

feeling so F*** up.. sorry to use the words but its true.. out of 5 papers, only pass 1.. what the hell lor.. everything doesnt seems to be right for me.. absolutely nth...The ASSHOLE kim hock is an real asshole.. Bad breathe, tok cock and chee ko.. all these made up of him.. teach oso dunno how to teach... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... just want to vent all my anger out... any volunteers to let me beat up... i m always violent... Fierce, thats wad people say.. but actually deep inside, i m very soft... haiz................

2004-08-07T12:08:00.001+08:00

Hey guys.. I m back.. Term tests r finally over.. So tired n lack of sleep.. actually nth much to update.. only thing is CYN n JONATHAN R TOGETHER!! feel so happy for them.. Now the 3 of us have our SIAO A.. haha.. At least now cyn wont feel bright loggin off.. nth to much to say..

2004-07-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

Just came back from work.. Feeling so tired.. Saw so many of my primary skool friends but didnt call them.. guess they dun rememeber or recognise me anymore cos i look totally different from last time.. My hair in primary skool was so damn short that makes me look like a guy.. But thats HISTORY.. Its been so long since i last blog.. all bcos of projects.. nth but projects.. didnt even have time to prepare for my term tests.. last tok about yesterday.. Our dearest da jie, NAT drove his dad car and a lucky me got to sit in the second time.. We went tampines Blk100+ market to have pur dinner after project discussion.. The food was great but didnt eat much cos i was having bad gastric pain.. The pain lasted for hours but still managed to shop around with da jir to buy her formal shoes.. So indecisive of her.. We walked to n fro, in n out of century sq n Tampines mall.. In the end, went back to our first stop[everbest] to buy the shoes.. After that, went to pick the car n went over to kelvin place to discuss about whether da jie should follow him to PS.. They ask me to go along but me decide not to cos the pain was still there.. its horrible.. Theres so many problem with my body..

2004-07-11T00:02:00.000+08:00

It was my birthday yesterdae!! Yup!! My birthday!! Jia n Reen celebrated for me on Thursday.. Gave me a surprise!! Tot will be going out with reen only cos she told me jia very busy.. so ok lor.. who knows where we reach somerset, jia was standing there wacing at me.. hehe.. so touched.. They treated me to MARCHE! Its Marche again.. But its fun!! Managed to do some shopping that day.. Then on friday, went to my cousin, ade's hse to celebrate my birthday.. Her mum cooked my fav. food.. Felt so pampered..N then on the actual day, went out with Nat, Cyn n Dan.. Went Suntec to eat Ma La steamboat.. So shiok cos we spent almost 2 hrs there.. Didnt know tat they were arrangin behind my back decideing who to buy cake.. Then that stupid cyn want to go buy the cake then come tell me saw her friend want to meet her friend for awhile.. A stupid me believe it lor.. After that, Dan told me want to meet ah cong they all, abit sad cos ITS HIS GF BIRTHDAY LEH!! but nvm.. n who knows, its a stupid me again.. The girls say want to go GIO JUNIOR to c the t shirts then walk till there didnt go in.. Then it was then i saw dan carrying a cake at the corner.. Real touched.. They initally wanted to organise a bbq for me.. But cancel.. GUYS, thanks for all the surprises n gifts.. Love u guys..

2004-07-05T15:14:00.000+08:00

I m in the skool lab now!! Feeling so tired. Has been feeling so tired always.Dunno whether there is anything wrong wif me anot. Cut my hair on friday.. shorter n i had to style every morning.. Its a different me now! But i think i m going to cut abit shorter again. It was our Da Jie NAT birthday on friday. We went MARCHE for dinner. Its been so long since i went MARCHE for dinner. I just love the ham n cheese crepe. After that we went parkway KBOX for karaoke session.. Quite Fun.. This coming friday its my turn.. Dunno wads going to happen.. Later going parkway mango to buy my pants.. i think i have spent quite alot liao.. have to save liao but just could stop buying the clothes i want.. how...

2004-06-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

mooD: FOUL

Thanks to my little bro for creating such a mood.. Y cant he listen to wad we say? Y? AHHHHHH!!!! Made me shout at him till throat sore!! haiz.. Lets not tok about it!! Today is a tiring day n tmr will oso be.. As if working! Guess the whole week including weekends will be veri tiring! This weekends have to work! 12 hours each days leh!!! Jia, mindy n reen will be going down... mayb cyn going down on sat!! Wondering who will i see there!! Girls, remember THIS FRI is MANGO SALES!!

2004-06-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

weather: cool cum hot

Just came back from work.. So tired.. Tmr going back to skool.. Abit not used.. But got the first day skool feeling now.. abit excited.. hehe.. Dunno wads going to happen.. Have to study hard this sem liao cos have to work n study at the same time.. By the way, ATTENTION ALL MANGO LOVERS, mango sales will be on this fri(25/6).. can come down find me on sat n sun lor.. me tired liao.. going to sleep... ZzzzZzzz

2004-06-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

weather: cool

Guys, i m back... quite a few things happen recently.. heard from nat that keith n desmong got kick out.. without them, skool will be abit bored.. but at least got the chance to know.. its been so long since i went out wif cyn they all liao.. think maybe this week going out with them.. got my pay yesterdae n i pampered myself by buying myself a black mango top n green skirt.. oso bought an OP flip flops.. shopping is so shiok.. for the next pay, me plan to buy levis type1.. yes... decided to work even skool reopens, at least can have an extra income.. think thats all for today, folks...

2004-05-25T09:12:00.000+08:00

weather: finally cool

sorry guys my com spoiled so didnt update for a long time.. sianz lor... now working at mango on weekends.. so long didnt then when i work i feel like an idiot... hahha... hafnt been going out wif nat, cyn they all liao.. kinda miss them but me now no $$ leh... sianz.. went for a movie last week.. caught the movie VAN HELSING.. power man.. hugh jackman was sooooooo cool.. real cool... that stupid cant stop toking about the whole movie while sendin me back home.. hehehe... gtg.. guess the next time i updated my blog will be 2 weeks later.. bye... take care guys...

2004-03-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

weather: out of nowhere comes a heavy rain

quite relaxed now.. went out with dan n ah cong's gang yesterdae.. all r couples except for shu qi(a guy). poor him.. no choice but to share him with dan.. can c that he look veri sianz but keep himself occupied by eating.. in the end he went back first.. guess he was abit fed up.. after that, we went PS cartel for a drink.. ordered orea ice blended coffee.. not too bad.. tok cock sing song lor... thinking back.. almost all the guys in the group r single except dan n whenever we go out, i m the only girl.. now, most of them got steady(ah beng version) liao leh.. glad for them.. got a shock when miss peh msg me the other telling me that i m invited to her wedding... first time got invitation from teacher for wedding.. think back, pei n i was quite close with her until can tok cock n gossip.. we got special treatment.. hehe.. we really can tok cock with teachers lor... thats back in sec skool.. it was really veri fun.. skipped lesson hiding in the prefect's room.. stay overnight in skool without DM's permission but some how or rather he just know but didnt scold us.. climb skool gates in the middle of the night(thats just us,prefect) watching RA movies in the prefect room n switching it off when the Dmistress is coming.. had bottles war in the room n being caught by our DM...hahaha... thats sec skool life.. it was real damn fun.... [any of my cousins viewing my blog, keep quiet about this ah... hehe... only ade knows about it]

2004-03-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

weather: weird

feeling quite frustrated nowadaes.. i guess no one can stand my temper.. i really hate it that when i m feeling frustrated n people still down there nagging.. i will shout at that person no matter who is it.. its just me.. but i m really sorry dan.. for treating u like that.. thanks alot n a million for yr help.. i reali appreciate it.. THANK YOU!!

2004-03-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

weather: quite hot
went ah cong chalet last nite with dan.. at east coast.. they rent a van so at nite can go jalan jalan but in the end cant cos too many people.. so only a few of us got into 2 vans n went kallang burn tyres.. actually i noe nuts about driving n wad burn tyres.. but got to noe yesterdae.. damn smelly man.. all of us took turns to drive.. it was my first time to drive man n i drove a few rounds... shiok man... i already decided to go take driving license but no money leh.. have to save up liao lor.. sianz.. still doing my NMM project... this week need to submit parts of the project liao... haiz.. signing off.....

2004-03-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

weather: cool yet hot.. dark yet bright

Nth but projects.. All to be completed in around 3 weeks. The shortest by 2 weeks.. What the hell.. No study week.. Short holiday.. What is this man.. After projects, exams will come in.. How the hell can we pass.. Not everyone has gd brains.. ~fed up~ Despite of all these, i m still slacking around taking my own sweet time.. i just cant stand it.. My temper has been growing bad each day.. SORRY DAN.. Even though u always tell me the right things, i still tok back at u.. I just like my way.. But i didnt say yr advice r bad, its just myself who cant absorb it.. VERY SORRY.. Going to sleep now... signing off...........

2004-03-10T10:50:00.000+08:00

weather: cool n sunny
having NMM lesson but completed my stuff so can surf net.. havent start on NMM project.. c the way ian did his project, i think i better buck up.. haiz... but i not quite gd in web page designing... this sat is wen cong's birthday, we shared to buy a watch for him.. wondering what fun we will have at chalet.. signing off...

2004-03-08T13:24:00.000+08:00

weather: raining n cooling
in lab now... having break.. hate monday, total have 6 hrs of break.. might as well dun come to skool... didnt blog on fri n sat cos my cousin, jing hui wedding.. stayed over on friday to help.. only slept for 2 hours.. ade n i followed her around with her friends... all yr friends bengs n lians but veri nice... tok n joke with us like long time friends.. nice to hang around with.. one of the beng like to disturb ade.. ade's "BF".. haha.. ade, too bad, he got son liao.. so sad... hehe... overall, everything went smoothly that day.. feel happy for them.. wish them happy marriage... signing off...

2004-03-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

weekend always end so fast.. slept over at my aunt place on friday to help prepare for my cousin's wedding... slept for only 2 hours.. followed her around almost the whole day... all her friends all beng n lians but fun to get along.. cant stand one of the guy, keep toking cock... whole body tattoo... power... wish my cousin n her husband a happy marriage.. wasnt in a gd mood this morning.. dunno wads coming over me... hate myself... haiz.. feeling better now... going to watch the chinese change face show... signing off...

2004-03-07T20:30:00.001+08:00

2004-03-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

2004-03-04T16:59:00.000+08:00

yaPPiE.. i pAssED alL mY subJects excePT fcsos... thats exPEcted.. yeS.. nOw i CaN rESt in pEAcE.. hEHe... fEEl so relieVed.. bUt nOw haF to do prOjeCTs.. 4 prOjects leh.. mUSt comPLete iN a mOntH's tIme...gtG dO IISO pRojECt.. iF noT tAt IAN goIng to gEt AnGry.. HahA.. foRceD mE to go Skool bEcOs oF tHe ProjEct... signing off...

2004-03-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

got back java paper tmr... but before getting back the papers, that tutor want us to finish the lab first... my heart skipped a few beats... so gan chiong... but i PASSED.. phew.. now 2 down 3 to go... confirm going tom fail iiso n fcsos... haiz... NMM duno whether can pass anot leh.. i just want to pass n i dun expect alot... pls..... dan send me back today.. then waited with him for his parents to come fetch him... then saw his parents n i waved to them... his mother like bad mood leh... dunno y... veri scared that his mumk dun like me.. but his mum is quite nice.. the problem is me.. cos i dunno how to tok much to her.. not like me toking to my aunts.. can tok until like ah soh.. haha.. ade, m i right? hehe.. gtg do the fcsos project liao.. got 4 projects in hand...sianz... signing off...

2004-03-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

haiz.. todAY first daY of skO0l.. so SIanz.. skipped CDS leCturE..got baCk mY cMaths2 results.. got 34/50.. phew... expectEd to gEt 28... moRe is BettEr thAn less.. heHE.. nOw scAred thE reST of thE paPerS.. aS loNG as i pASS cAn lIaO... tMr goT CDS tesT.. sIANz leH.. y muST pEople sTuDY?? stRess.. nO studY weeK thIS sEm.. maYb aDE waS riGHt i shoULd go NafA.. gtG... siGning OFF...

2004-02-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

went abrab(dunno how to spell) with my mum to buy cloth fo my cousin wedding gown... keep walking the whole day... bought myself a small sling bag... n my mum paid for my bracelet... always gd to shop with mum... first few shops dun haf the design we like... after that, managed to get.. went to eat foo chow noodles.. not bad but the fishball taste like kwueh.. went to walk around n found a bag made up of straws.. not those drinking one.. veri nice n only cost $10, but the size abit too small... if not i would have buy it.. mayb i already found a new place to shop... tmr will be dan's birthday.. going orchard, but duno where to go for dinner... sianz.. singapore so small... all the places go until sianz...now got to do NMM project 1 liao... signing off......

2004-02-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

haf been accompanying my mum around to run errands... today went housing board regarding the house loan payment.. queue for half an hour then the person tell us not their problem is CPF.. basket.. got 9 counters only 3 r available.. n their attitudes sucks to the core... if got complain letter i would have written it.. after went tampines CPF building, still must queue.. sianz.. but at least for seats.. oso waited for half an hour.. sianz.. in turned out no need to pay anything.. after that went century square.. bought some snacks for myself n not forgetting NON FAT yogurt.. hehe... just love yogurts.. yummy.. going sentosa with dan tmr... hafnt been seeing him for a week.. tmr will be just the 2 of us... heheh... has been ages since the 2 of us go out ALLLOOONNNEE... heheh... gtg to do some lab assignments... signing off.........

2004-02-23T18:13:00.000+08:00

home sweet home.. just came from ade hse.. have been staying there for 3 days.. she helped me design my blog.. i already save the templates but in turn out no... dunno wads wrong... idiot... just republish but dunoo whether publish out liao anot... fed up leh.. managed to get some suntan sitting behind my uncle lorry.. ade n i lie down behind for half an hour and we got dunburn.. but feeling is so shiok.. just dunno y i dun like being white n i dun think it will suit me either... going sentosa this thur... its been so long since i haf been there... getting tan wil be my task for this term break... hehe.. signing off......

P.S: ade, thanks for yr help.... i will nv forget the ban heng treat.. hehe...

2004-02-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

finally get to suntan today.. went alone to katong swimming complex for a swim... long time didnt haf the taste of the sun... so shiok n relaxing... supposed to meet ade today but lazy.. going tmr with her to ikea... n oso going to buy ear studs for myself... hafing tom yam soup with noodles... just love tom yam... nth much to do at home..
signing off........

2004-02-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

went jurong east with seow, ying n dan... after playing for an hour, found out nth much to play... stupid weather.. my main purpose is to suntan but after 15 mins reaching there, dark clouds gathered... ARGGGGGGG... mayb going swimming again tmr... pray hard the weather will be gd...sianz.. guess cant really relax this term break.. al the assignment n submission to be done during the week... this sem is real rushing... dunno rush for wad... signing off.........................

2004-02-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

ExAMs ARe oVer!!! BAO fail FCSOS wan.. stupid hon kee dun want to give some tips.. asshole.. nvm.. forget it... going out with the class later to have steamboat at marina south.. hate all the oils dancing on the hot pan... eeee.... hate cooking with oil... trying to lose some weights now... haiz...

2004-02-15T13:52:00.000+08:00

today is valentine's day... hope everyone out there will enjoy themself.... as for me, i already did yesterdae with dan... nth special... cos no place to go even though dan keep insisting to go east coast.. if i have the money, i would go tioman n celebrate a romantic valentine day.. snoerking... shiok man... next week term test liao, but no mood to study eh.. wondering how to pass... envy those people who need not study oso can pass.. feel like going out... dan is in skool... studying with friends... its that time of the month... waking with that pain makes me sick... y cant guys experience that.... haiz... gonna do some so studying... SHE BANGS SHE BANGS...

2004-02-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

2004-02-14T02:15:00.000+08:00

finally satisfied with this simple design.. next week got term tests n here i m still doing this blogger... no mood to study leh.. today tp's open hse.. so crowded... no chance to tell those people not to join tp.. haiz.. today, a couple quarrelled.. dunno wad happened.. dun dare to ask.. tests tests tests tests... sianz.. going to view william hung again... ian, dun ask me n william hung again.... pui....

2004-02-13T02:56:00.000+08:00

now in skool lab... waiting for iiso tutor to come.. how i wish friday no lesson then i wont have to come to skool for only 2 hours or mayb less... dunno y daniel say the pic looks funny... 0ut of nowhere... going to ask ian to help me edit the pic... tonite celebrating valentine day in advance.. dunno y to go after dinner....

2004-02-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

found this pic in gettyimages.com... all the pics are so nice