Monday, September 26, 2005
9/26/2005 01:50:00 PM
Guess its time for some updates... first thing, failed MWSM n CDS.. can u imagine its CDS... FARK! which means i have to take another sem to complete that particular CDS! paying 1k for just CDS... i m becoming a laughing stock lor! haiz... no comments bout myself... farked up skool with a farked up system! drop this man...
I have been asking myself alot of questions recently... but just couldnt get the ans... wish someone could give me the ans... i really wish to know... I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
etChyniA
Thursday, September 22, 2005
9/22/2005 10:55:00 AM
My heart feels heavy.. Its sinking.. Dunno whether to cry or laugh out loud.. Just no one will understand how i m feeling inside.. Just no one.. Figuring out myself might not even help but i dun want to hear anything at the moment.. FARK FARK FARK FARK FARK FARK!!!!!!!!
etChyniA
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
9/20/2005 11:11:00 AM
Wad more can i say? Can promises be kept? Are they real? No one knows.. It takes time to tell.. Disappointing is the only word that can be used to describe my feelings now.. Real disappointing..
etChyniA
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
9/13/2005 11:39:00 AM
Disappointment....
etChyniA
Monday, September 12, 2005
9/12/2005 09:34:00 PM
ARGH!!!!! DAMN BLOODY BORED!!! not used to having nth to do.. no games to play.. no site to surf.. Must find some entertainment.. hmmm... mayb should design new layout for my blog...
etChyniA
Exams OVER!! But guess i have to get prepared for SUP paper.. Slept for only 2 hrs last night studying.. Kept reading thru the notes n recalling the diagrams.. In skool, took out n read again.. but only for that pathetic 5 mins cos my mind REALLY CANT absorb anymore.. happily recalling all the diagrams while going to the exam room.. Sat down n flip open the papers... WTH.. NO DIAGRAMS AT ALL!! even though gab claimed one came out which i think its not the ans.. haiz.. heart sank.. really feel like giving up.. The rest of the questions? Didnt really read thru about them.. Skip skip skip... Saw the question of mutual authentication.. SO GLAD but recaling the steps again.. i tot i forgot.. ARGH.. as jourdan say i m a gd RAM not a hard disk.. Always having short term memory at the wrong time.. no choice but to write wad i rem.. Writing halfway, kelvin seow walked past then hit me with his paper.. basket.. left already still laugh at me.. hit me cos ask me leaving so many blanks.. looking at the time, 1120pm, closed my booklet n handed in... haiz.. wads done is done.. praying hard.. Just borderline pass will do..
etChyniA
Sunday, September 11, 2005
9/11/2005 11:48:00 AM
Tmr is the paper.. damn shit.. haiz.. i was just practically reading thru, hoping to understand it.. Networking is just now me.. haiz, forget it..
Finally got to meet dear last night... n we went to our USUAL PLACE.. to do wad? watch soccer.. 44 people running after 2 balls.. y? cos one side watching Liverpool match, the other side watching Man U... Actually watchin soccer with a whole bunch of strangers could be fun too.. shouting GOAL together.. felt some kind of bond.. typical singaporeans.. hahhaa.. i was there just entertaining myself n it was really my first time watching 2 FULL MATCH... nvm.. slowly getting used.. hahhaaha... There will be more things that i would have to get used to.. :P
etChyniA
Saturday, September 10, 2005
9/10/2005 01:25:00 AM
Wont need me to tell the time, u guys out there also can c la hor.. Super hungry now.. waiting for xiu xian to finish bathing.. arse.. supposed to meet dear in the evening as planned yesterdae but something cropped up.. guess wad.. someone found a head in a bag in the afternoon at orchard MRT.. wtf... not another murder case.. dunno wad r those people out there thinking... totally psycho.. they really have the guts to actually slaughter the body into pieces.. arghhh.... coldd... yucks.. the blood all over yr face.. eyes on u.. ARGH... was discussing it over dinner when jourdan came to join us.. N those guys as usual think of stupid ideas on how to discard body...
Jourdan n me
J: hey i m killing u later.. how u want me to handle yr body
me: slice me n remove the bones..
J: then i think hor, i separate yr fats n flesh.. but i think yr fats will be more than flesh..
ARSE!!
Reach home, called dear... Asked me still dare to go back late ah.. [still dare to say when u didnt even come pick me] Nth to say... heeeheeee....
etChyniA
EtchyNia
Eugenia Hing Ying Li
OLD 20
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Temasek Poly :Mobile N Wireless Computing
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Pantech GI100
A new Crumpler Bag
BirkenStock sandals
DKNY Watch
White Adidas Watch
break daa silence *
actually i love silence... =]